Wednesday, May 19, 2010


If I knew there was a treasure box full of jewels and money at the top of a mountain... at what point would I give up and not pursue getting to the top?

In my present state of pursuing Health and Wellness, it would seem would take me my entire life to get to the top of the mountain. By the time I would reach it (if ever) I'd be too old to enjoy and use the money and jewels.

I think I'll keep this thought in my head today .........

I think (my thoughts) that I want something. That "Want" becomes my "Will"
(as in "our God given free Will to choose")
Now my actions are a product of my "Will"

But if the product of my actions do not match my thoughts than my "Will" is not true to my "Thoughts"

Therefore..... I'm not true to myself when I say I "Will" do something when I don't do it.
My thoughts then are not true ....
"what the Heck am I saying"...... I'm saying that
My conscious thoughts are really not based in my unconscious thoughts.

Therefore I'm back to what I've been saying all along during the 21 days thing -
This is a Spiritual battle! I need to pray and ask God to Heal me on the inside so that I am in conformity with the Word of God. Walking in the Spirit! Right.....
Then is the real struggle on my climb up the mountain me against me?
I am keeping me from reaching the top!

Yes, it is a battle of Flesh against Spirit in pursuing my dream, wants and desires. The only one hindering me is ME!
... Just a thought!

Mark 7:20
"It is the thought life that pollutes."

Isaiah 55:8-9

8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.

9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts